Too Late, Mr. Mills: Watch Me Leave

The damp ferns slapped against her shins, cold and slick against her skin. The morning fog was so thick it felt like wet cotton stuffed down her throat. Adriana Guzman pushed through the underbrush, her voice nothing but a raw scrape of sound.

"Pippa!"

She had been screaming that name for nearly two days and nights. Two days of no real sleep, no food, surviving on nothing but cold creek water and the raw adrenaline that had become her only fuel. The relentless, driving panic kept her legs moving even when her lungs burned and her vision blurred. Her silk skirt was shredded, hanging in muddy ribbons around her knees. Dirt caked her fingernails, and tear tracks cut clean lines through the grime on her face.

"Pippa, please!"

Her throat closed up, choking on the name. She stumbled over a rotting log, her ankle twisting, but the pain didn't register. Nothing registered except the gaping hole in her chest where her daughter should be.

And then, a flash of color.

Through the grey mist and the green leaves, a violent splash of red. It was a beacon, a flare gun fired right into her retina.

It was the dress. The red sundress with the white daisies embroidered along the hem. Pippa had picked it out herself, spinning in front of the mirror just last week, laughing because it made her look like a ladybug.

Adriana's heart slammed against her ribs so hard she thought they would crack. She lunged forward, her feet slipping on the wet leaves. Maybe she just took it off. Maybe she got hot. Maybe she's hiding.

She crashed through the final line of bushes, her breath held until her lungs screamed. She fell to her knees on the soft, damp earth.

Pippa was there.

She was curled up at the base of the massive oak tree, her small body tucked into a tight ball. She looked like a doll that had been tossed aside, a toy forgotten in the woods. Her dark hair was tangled over her face, her skin a sickly, waxy white.

"No." The word was a whisper, barely audible over the pounding of blood in Adriana's ears. "No, no, no."

The world went silent. The birds stopped singing. The wind stopped blowing. There was nothing but a high-pitched ringing in her ears, a sound that drilled into her brain. She reached out, her hand shaking so violently she could barely control it.

Her fingertips brushed Pippa's cheek.

It was cold. Not cool, not sleeping cold. It was the cold of stone, of meat left out in the winter. It was the cold of death.

The sound that tore from Adriana's throat wasn't human. It was a guttural, ripping noise that came from somewhere deep in her stomach. It was the sound of a soul being shredded. She collapsed forward, gathering the tiny, stiff body into her arms. She pulled Pippa against her chest, trying to press her own feverish heat into that frozen