The Fifth Candle

The birthday gift I gave my husband was found in a doghouse by the side of the road. I spent the next five years as the butt of all jokes made by Cascade City's high society wives.

Every year when Julian Carter's birthday came around, they would bring it up again, teasing that the gift I bought him was surely the most expensive one of all.

"That's nouveau riche taste for you. She thinks the more expensive it is, the better."

"Yeah, but I wonder where they'll find it this year. Another doghouse, maybe?"

The women burst into laughter. Then, they realized something was different. This year, I had not given Julian anything at all. In fact, as his birthday drew to a close, I still had not shown up.

"Laura, where's my birthday present? And what kind of behavior is this? You disappeared for the entire day. Do you have any idea how unhappy everyone in the family has been?" Julian's eyes were dark with irritation.

I pushed back my sleep-mussed hair, only then remembering that it seemed to be Julian's birthday.

"Oh, sorry. I forgot." After a brief pause, I added casually, "I'll have my assistant pick something out tomorrow and send it over."

For a moment, he simply stared at me, as if he could not believe what he had just heard. "What did you just say?"

I knew Julian had heard me. I did not have the patience to repeat myself. "Or if there's something you want, just tell me. I'll have someone buy it and send it over."

Julian Carter's brow slowly furrowed. Then, after a moment, he suddenly laughed. "Laura, what are you up to this time?"

I shot him a confused look, completely baffled by his reaction. "I'm not up to anything."

Then, keeping my voice calm, I added, "Besides, what's gotten into you? You've never cared about the gifts I gave you before."

Usually, they would end up tossed into the doghouse, or he would wave them off with a casual, "Whoever wants it can take it."

Julian seemed to arrive at some conclusion of his own. His tone softened. "You're upset with me? Fine. I promise this time, I'll keep whatever you give me. Now, get up and start getting ready. Just like before."

Just like before.

Back when his birthday was the thing I looked forward to most every year.

I would secretly ask around, trying to find out if there was anything he had glanced at twice lately. From choosing the gift to wrapping it to finally giving it to him, I poured my heart into every step.

I shook my head, sleepiness creeping into my eyes. "No. I spent the whole day hiking outside. I'm really tired."

Julian froze. "On my birthday, you weren't at home waiting for me?"

I smiled. "You didn't ask me to wait for you."

During the years I had been married to Julian, I always knew the people around him did not like