The Falling Leaves In Autumn

I refused to donate one of my kidneys to my younger sister, Ella. As a result, my parents forced me to marry a wealthy man in Pinetown.

People said Johnson kept his distance from everyone else. His first love had never truly left his heart.

Everyone waited to watch my miserable ending. Unexpectedly, Johnson actually deeply doted on me.

During the three years of our marriage, regardless of the place, he never seemed able to keep his hands off me.

Even when I went to the washroom, he followed me and pressed me against the sink.

We never took any contraceptive measures. Yet, I never got pregnant.

One day, when I thought I was finally expecting, we went to the hospital for a checkup. There, I accidentally overheard his conversation with a doctor.

“Johnson, three years ago, you asked me to secretly transplant Amber’s kidney to Ella. Today, you want me to lie to her that she’s naturally sterile. How could you be so cruel to a woman who loves you?”

“There’s no other way. Ella’s health is weak. If she can’t bear a child, she’ll suffer in her husband’s family. Only Amber’s kidney is a match for her.”

The voice I knew so well sounded so cold that it felt unfamiliar. The love and salvation I had basked in so comfortably turned out to be nothing but a lie.

If that was the truth, all that was left for me to do was to leave him.

At the far end of the hospital corridor, the doctor who had declared that I was infertile not long ago said with a conflicted look on his face, “Poor thing. She still thinks she’s pregnant. I’ve prescribed her something. The nausea is only a side effect of it.”

Johnson raised one of his eyebrows. “Then give her something with the least side effects. I don’t want anything harmful to happen to her health. Ella might still need her someday.”

“Aren’t you worried that she’ll hate you if she learns the truth someday? She has always wanted to have a child with you, yet she doesn’t even know that she’ll never be able to become a mother in this life.”

The doctor’s voice took on a note of sympathy.

“If she hates me, there’s nothing I can do about it. I simply can’t bear to see Ella suffer.”

Johnson’s tone grew impatient. “As for her, she has already gotten the title of Mrs. Stewart. Isn’t that enough?”

…

I froze at the corner of the hallway. My body trembled uncontrollably.

“Already earned the title as Mrs. Stewart, huh? So that’s what he thinks about me.”

Everything I had earned had not been given out of love at all. It had been paid for with one of my kidneys.

All the strength drained from my body at once, and I collapsed to the floor.

I fell into a miserable heap. Pain spread through my body. I did not even have the strength to get back