Rediscovering Chess Love

The bass from Marcus Thompson's sound system throbbed through the floorboards as I navigated my way through the crowded living room. Quinn's surprise return from her year abroad had brought out everyone we knew in Seattle, and the house was packed wall-to-wall with familiar faces. I needed air—space to breathe that didn't smell like cheap beer and perfume.

"Elia! Where you headed?" Marcus called out as I slipped past him toward the back door.

"Just need some fresh air," I replied with a tight smile. "It's getting a bit stuffy in here."

The cool night air hit my face as I stepped onto the porch. String lights twinkled overhead, casting a warm glow over the small backyard. I inhaled deeply, trying to clear my head. Six years with Cillian, and sometimes I still felt like I couldn't quite catch my breath around him.

Voices drifted from around the side of the house—male voices, one of them unmistakably Cillian's. I recognized the slight slur in his speech, the looseness that came after three or four drinks.

"You're not going to believe this, man," Cillian was saying, his voice low but clear in the quiet night. "But I've had it bad for Quinn since forever."

My blood turned to ice. I froze, my hand still on the door handle.

"No way," Marcus replied, followed by the sound of bottles clinking. "What about Elia? You've been with her for, what, six years now?"

Cillian laughed, a sound I'd heard countless times before, but tonight it cut through me like glass.

"Elia's great," he said, and for a moment, my heart softened. "But she's always been... convenient. The perfect pathway to Quinn, you know? God, that girl has always been it for me."

I pressed myself against the wall, my heart hammering so loudly I was afraid they might hear it.

"Remember that regional tournament last year?" Cillian continued. "Elia had that shot at her pro qualification exam?"

Marcus murmured something I couldn't hear.

"I threw that match," Cillian said, his voice dropping lower, forcing me to strain to listen. "Made it look like I was helping her prepare, but really, I just needed her to stay home. Quinn was in town that weekend, and I couldn't miss that chance."

The world tilted beneath my feet. That match—he'd told me he was sick, that he'd tried his best but couldn't pull through. I'd consoled him for weeks afterward.

"You're a sneaky bastard," Marcus chuckled, and I could hear the admiration in his voice.

"Not sneaky," Cillian corrected. "Strategic. Always have to think five moves ahead, right? Just like chess."

I stumbled backward, nearly falling down the porch steps. My fingers found my mouth, pressing against the sob that threatened to escape.

The front door burst open then, and a chorus of excited shouts erupted from inside the house.

"Quinn's here!" someone yelled. "Quinn's back early!"

I moved on autopilot, drifting back inside where the crowd had parted to reveal her—radiant, tanned, her blonde hair