Forced and traded to be his

Cynthia POV

"Luna," I heard Kate, my right hand maid say behind me, her voice soft yet seeking attention. I turned to her, my gaze fixed on the shower gel in her hand. "It's time for your night bath"

It's finally that time of the month. The time to try again.

The time I was ovulating and the perfect time advised by the doctor to meet with my mate.

The time to meet with my husband and make offsprings.

This has become more of a cultural duty than something deprived from pleasure.

The elders expectations from me to bare a child for Jackson has pushed me to forgetting what it felt like to have s*x and enjoy oneself while having it.

I just bath to smell good, feel good for my alpha and lay on his bed like a wood while he pounds inside me without mercy and without emotions.

My marriage with Jackson was never like this.

These days, I go around the pack hearing whispers about how the alpha left the pack the previous night to sleep with another alpha's mate.

How the supreme Luna is infertile

How the supreme Luna can't keep her mate and build a home for the alpha

How the supreme alpha can't even bear pups.

The only way out of this is having a child for him and securing your position as luna

That what mom always said, not until she left me a year ago and made me an orphan.

A supreme Luna and orphan who has become the mockery and gossip of the dynasty she rules.

"Have you informed Greg to inform the alpha about_"

"Yes Luna," she cut in, replying politely

I sighed deeply, taking off my robe and letting it fall with a soft thud on the floor.

Staring at the bath tub, I couldn't help the memories of previous night I've had my bath in this same bath tub just so I could perform the same duty with the alpha

And what comes after that?

The same result everytime.

We are sorry Luna but you're still not pregnant.

Now staring at the water again reminded me of the fear at the back of my mind.

What's the probability I would get pregnant?

Would I finally get pregnant after this?

Just like what mom would always say,

A Luna's strong hold on the pack and the alpha is bearing a child and not just any child, a male child

I haven't even had a miscarriage, talkmore of a male child

"Luna," Kate called out again and I shifted my gaze to her

Her brown eyes holding so much pity yet a small smile plastered on her lips

"I believe you will get pregnant soon. We just have to keep trying" she said, a genuine yet sad smile dancing on her lips

I gave a small smile, chuckling at her words at the back of my mind.

Raising one leg, I dipped it into the warm, rose scented water and