After My Three Lovers Betrayed Me, I Cut Them Off Completely

I stared at the screen, my fingers hovering over the keyboard as the footage played again. The dim lighting of the Brooklyn loft couldn't hide what was happening. Alexander—my Alexander—pressed Sophia Rodriguez against the wall, his hands tangled in her hair as he kissed her with a passion he'd never shown me.

"Play it again," I whispered to myself, though no one else was in my penthouse study. The pain was exquisite, like pressing on a bruise to feel its boundaries.

I clicked back thirty seconds and turned up the volume.

"Victoria would kill to have you kiss her like that," Marcus's voice came through clearly, followed by his distinctive laugh. "Poor cougar's probably at home right now, counting her money and waiting for one of us to show up."

"God, don't remind me." That was Ethan, sprawled on the leather couch just visible in the corner of the frame. "Last night she wanted me to stay over. Do you know how hard it is to pretend you're into someone when..." He shuddered dramatically.

"When they look like that?" Alexander pulled away from Sophia, both of them laughing. "The things we do for Bentleys and penthouses, right?"

Sophia's fingers traced down his chest. "My poor baby. Having to service the old lady."

I paused the footage, my hand perfectly steady despite the ice spreading through my veins. Three years. Three years I'd given them everything—not just the luxury they flaunted but the security they desperately needed. Alexander's mother's cancer treatments. Marcus's siblings' private school tuitions. The debt collectors that would have destroyed Ethan's father.

All paid for anonymously, through shell companies and trusts they knew nothing about. My kindness disguised as business transactions because I couldn't bear to be vulnerable, to admit I cared.

I pulled up another camera feed—this one from Alexander's penthouse bedroom. There she was again. Sophia Rodriguez, cocktail waitress from Brooklyn, wearing my mother's sapphire necklace. The one I'd told Alexander was in a safe deposit box when he'd asked about it last month.

My phone buzzed. Evelyn Reed. Right on time.

"Victoria," my lawyer's crisp voice came through the speaker. "I've confirmed everything is in order. The penthouses remain in your name, as do the vehicles. The monthly transfers to their accounts can be terminated with a single keystroke. And of course, the family support payments are untraceable back to you."

"And the medical payments? The school tuitions?" My voice sounded foreign to my own ears—cool, detached.

"All routed through the foundation. They have no idea it's you. We can continue those or terminate them at your discretion."

I closed my eyes briefly. "Thank you, Evelyn. I'll see you at the party tonight."

After hanging up, I moved to the window overlooking Manhattan. The city was transitioning from day to night, lights flickering on across the skyline. My birthday gala would begin in three hours. My thirtieth birthday—the milestone I'd been dreading, that had prompted this desperate, foolish plan.

I'd instructed my event planner to