After My 99th Suicide, I Forgot My Alpha

In the three years since I became Zander's mate, I've tried to kill myself ninety-nine times.

Kidnapped by a rival pack in my youth, years of torture nearly destroyed me.

I clawed my way back to the Crescent Moon Pack, only to find my place had been taken by an adopted daughter, Vivian.

My Beta parents doted on her, and my fated mate—the Alpha himself—had eyes only for her.

I begged them, told them my kidnapping and my suicide attempts weren't accidents, but all I ever heard was:

"Ember, you're delusional. You just wandered off and got lost."

"You tried to drown yourself in the river."

The people closest to me, and not one of them believed me.

Until the ninety-ninth time. Another "suicide."

When I woke up three days later, I rubbed my aching head. My eyes were vacant, my own gaze foreign to me.

I had forgotten who I was, forgotten the humiliation I'd endured, forgotten the desperate girl who had thrown away her dignity for a scrap of her Alpha's affection.

At the pack ceremony, while everyone waited for me to fawn pathetically over Zander, a single tear slid down my cheek for reasons I couldn't comprehend.

I wiped it away and, under the shocked stares of the entire pack, announced calmly:

"Zander," my voice was steady. "I don't love you anymore. So I, Ember of the Crescent Moon Pack, hereby reject you as my mate."

"This little act again?" Zander sneered, his eyes glinting with the same casual contempt they always held for me.

But he didn't know.

This time, I was leaving him for good.

It wasn't until I vanished completely that the ones who'd never believed me were the ones who truly went mad.

In the three years since I became Zander's mate, I've tried to kill myself ninety-nine times.

Kidnapped by a rival pack in my youth, years of torture nearly destroyed me.

I clawed my way back to the Crescent Moon Pack, only to find my place had been taken by an adopted daughter, Vivian.

My Beta parents doted on her, and my fated mate—the Alpha himself—had eyes only for her.

I begged them, told them my kidnapping and my suicide attempts weren't accidents, but all I ever heard was:

"Ember, you're delusional. You just wandered off and got lost."

"You tried to drown yourself in the river."

The people closest to me, and not one of them believed me.

Until the ninety-ninth time. Another "suicide."

When I woke up three days later, I rubbed my aching head. My eyes were vacant, my own gaze foreign to me.

I had forgotten who I was, forgotten the humiliation I'd endured, forgotten the desperate girl who had thrown away her dignity for a scrap of her Alpha's affection.

At the pack ceremony, while everyone waited for me to fawn pathetically over Zander, a single tear slid down my cheek for reasons I couldn't comprehend.

I wiped it away and, under the shocked stares of