You're Acting, but I'm Not

Nathan and I had met at a charity event. He was a surgeon, and he often got phone calls asking him back for operations. Having a full date was a rare occurrence.

Even though he often abandoned me in the middle of our dates, I would always be understanding, because he was doing it for his job. I had done everything I could as his girlfriend in both life and work.

The day we got engaged, I still thought that he was the best choice, and that he was my most intimate lover. I had only discovered now that he hated the mundane life and craved excitement.

Was that the reason he had pretended to have amnesia?

I stood in front of his friends and saw that every single one of them had indifferent, somewhat disoriented looks in their eyes. I almost opened my mouth to demand why they were treating me that way when I had treated all of them with the utmost sincerity.

However, I didn't say anything in the end. At that moment, the door behind me opened.

Nathan's shirt was half unbuttoned and had exposed his flushed neck. Even a blind man could have guessed what had just taken place. He stuffed a half-full bag of period pads into my suitcase.

"You left this in the bathroom. Take it away. It's disgusting."

I smiled. "Doesn't your girlfriend use these? Work a little harder. You'd better get her pregnant as soon as possible, or else you'll be seeing these every month.

"Also, since I've already moved out, we're even. Make sure you speak more politely to me in the future, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to resist slapping you in the face."

A look of panic flashed across Nathan's face. After all, he had never seen such an impassive expression on my face.

For all those years, I had been gentle and considerate. I had always given unconditionally.

There was a tinge of panic in his eyes. "Liv, I—"

His friends laughed and interrupted him, and he changed his tone at once. "Fine. I'll be sure to work hard. I hope you find someone you love soon, too, so that you don't continue to badger me fruitlessly."

I smiled and said, "You'd better hurry back, or your girlfriend might get annoyed."

I hadn't broken down the way he had expected me to. Nathan must have sensed the difference in me.

However, he would never dream that it was because I had discovered his true colors. His friends were afraid that he would let it slip, so they pushed him quickly inside.

I watched his retreating figure and knew that things between Nathan and me would never go back to the way they had been.

After two days, Nathan told me to go to the new house we had bought together.

"Come over and list down the furniture you bought. I'll reimburse you for them in cash."

I did not go. I merely gave him the address of an orphanage.

"I've sent you the list. Send them here."

The director was an old friend of mine. He called to ask me why I didn't want the items when they were all in good condition.

"Didn't you say that you were getting married? Why don't you want these anymore?"

"My fiance passed away. I won't be getting married for now."

The director comforted me and told me to go and visit when I had the time. He said that the children all missed me very much.

After hanging up, I breathed out deeply. We had been in love for many years, and I had spent almost every single day living for Nathan.

Nathan was obsessed with cleanliness, and the house had to be cleaned every day. When I finished work and got home, I had to clean every inch of the place.

He was picky with his food, and he was not used to food bought outside. I often cooked and delivered it to him. Now, I could finally rest without worrying, no longer having to take care of a man as if I were taking care of a child.

I decided to take some time off to rest before going abroad for graduate school. Therefore, I returned to the office and tendered my resignation.

As soon as I had finished, Nathan called.

He sounded very impatient. "Didn't we agree not to contact each other? Why did you ask someone to write a thank-you letter?"

It took a while for me to realize that when I had sent the furniture to the orphanage, Nathan's name and address had been listed as the sender's.

The director said that the children were grateful and had noted it down. They had written thank-you letters in secret.

I smiled and said, "It's not a friend. It's just someone who helped me deliver the parcel."

After a while, Nathan called again. "I'm warning you: stop whatever you're planning to do!"

Before I could speak, I heard Cassidy Wilkes whining. "Nathan, why are you paying attention to your ex-girlfriend when you're with me? Focus!"

Nathan tossed his phone aside impatiently. "That's all!"

I was about to hang up when I spotted a notification. So many days had passed, but Nathan still hadn't removed my access rights from the security cameras in his house.

Because of that, I received the audio on my phone as well as the videos from the security cameras. The entwined bodies of Nathan and Cassidy and the suggestive noises they were making seemed to go straight to my head.

"Nathan, my hand hurts. Don't work me too hard."

Nathan bit her ear and said in a low voice, "That won't do. Can you bear seeing me suffer?"

Cassidy giggled. "Since you can't bear to be apart from me, why don't you marry me?"

Nathan's expression turned cold at once. "There are so many women in the world, and they come in all shapes and sizes, vying for attention. I don't mind trying things out once in a while, but I will only marry Liv."

Cassidy pouted, and her eyes filled with tears. "My hand is in this state because of you. Can't you just lie to me?"

Nathan snorted. "I can say whatever you want me to say to please you, but don't mention marriage. You and I are merely having a brief affair. I don't like foolish women."

Cassidy hooked an arm around his neck understandingly and pressed herself close to him. "Let's not talk about things that will spoil the mood. Just let me feel the warmth of your body."

Nathan had just proclaimed his love for me, but in the next second, he lunged at her like a wild animal. The two of them indulged their desires without abandon in the house we had lived in for several years.

The images and sounds pounded relentlessly in my ears, and I felt a ringing in my ears.

My stomach twisted violently, and I felt a warm liquid flow out of the lower half of my body. I felt more fearful than I had ever felt before, and the boundless darkness seemed as if it would drown me.

In the end, I gritted my teeth and called emergency services.

The moment the paramedics burst through the door, my vision went black, and I fainted.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital. There was a string of unread messages on my phone.

"Olivia, what do you mean by this? You said you would stop harassing me, and then you went and told my colleagues that you were triggered into having a miscarriage because of me!

"Now they're all gossiping about me. Don't you have any shame?"

Despite what he had done, he would not allow people to talk about it. I retorted, "They're the ones talking about it. Do you think I can control them all?"

He was rendered speechless, and he hung up.

Not long after that, I received a friend request. The profile photo was of a sexy woman, and I immediately guessed that it was Cassidy.

After I accepted the request, she sent me an accusing message instantly: "Olivia, why don't you just go and die?

"Don't you know how much you disgust him? I'm the one he loves! He says I've made him feel more satisfaction than he's ever felt before!

"Don't you know that a good sex life is the foundation for maintaining love? Don't be so shameless and stay far away."

To her insults, I merely answered impassively: "You two are made for each other. Make sure you don't release him into the wild."

After blocking her, I recuperated in the hospital for a few days. Once I had recovered, I bought a ticket and got ready to leave.

The day I left, I realized that it was Nathan's birthday. It was also the day that Nathan had been planning to "turn over a new leaf."

I had ordered a pair of matching watches as a gift. However, when I happened to pass by the mall and went in to get the watches, I spotted Nathan leaving the boutique with Cassidy.

Nathan saw that my eyes were on their wrists, and he tried to explain.

"You can have them."

I turned around and left. He flung Cassidy's hand aside to rush after me, but she grabbed him.

"Nathan, didn't you say that we would have a final meal together?"

It turned out that they were getting ready to say goodbye to each other. I got a cab to the airport and boarded a plane bound for overseas.

After Nathan had sent Cassidy off, he went to my office with his friends. Although they waited for a long time, I did not appear. He went in to look for me, but the security guard chased him out.

"What are you shouting about? Olivia resigned several days ago!"