Chapter 63
Millicent's POV
We kept staring at each other as we lay side by side, till our breathing returned to normal.
I felt sleepy but I just didn't want to sleep just yet. I wanted to be sure I was really the one who experienced all those delicious feelings. I touched, Christopher on his cheek and he smiled.
'Did you like it?' he asked, with male pride.
'Was my response and scream not enough for you to know you did a great job?' I countered coquettishly. He wanted me to say it was the best lay and it was, though I didn't have any backup experience, I just knew that it was exquisite, the best anyone could get.
He laughed and turning me over till I was on him. He kissed me tenderly and I almost cried. What did I do to deserve this great man?
'I enjoyed it extremely!' he said looking into my eye. 'There's no shame in admitting it, you know'. He furrowed his brows in thought and then, while caressing my face, said, 'I am aware you do not have any experience to build on or lay your comparison but I have and I can assure you, this was the greatest and best mating I have had my whole life and that is saying alot because, I have mated with alot of humans, both humans and otherwise'.
I felt jealous of those other females but consoled myself that they were with him before my time and he loves our time together, best.
Suddenly, I heard him say, 'I should allow her sleep. I know I can never have enough of her. Now that I've had her, I wasn't going to let her go. She was mine forever!'
'Take it easy, please', I said. 'Forever is a long time!'
He looked shocked as he stared at me. I didn't know what I had said wrong.
'Did you just read my mind?' he asked.
'Did I?' I asked, puzzled. 'I thought you spoke out loud. Come to think of it, I did not see your lips moving. So, are you saying I have the gift of reading minds?'
'I know so', he said, smiling and hugging me. 'You are a great one, my Luna!'
'But I have never been able to do that before now', I protested.
'You might have come into it because we mated', I said. 'Mating, sometimes releases some unknown and hidden gifts, especially if you mate with your fated mate'.
'Oh!' she said simply, then read Christopher again,
'I wanted to help her uncover more gifts but right now, I wanted to get her insane with lust for me and plunge into her. I want to feel again the magic that we both make.
'I'd like that as well', I said, already feeling aroused. So, it was possible to mate more than once in a short space of time?
He nodded. And without saying any other thing, as though in silent agreement, we tore at each, our desires obviously not sated but whetted.Soon he was inside me riding me menacingly. And to tell the truth, I'd have it no other way.
Just like the mating, my release was fiercely intense and I dug my nails into Christopher's back, clawing him. and I felt him jerk as he came violently. The pleasure really rocked our bodies and soul violently. If I had praised him for the former, then I should be worshipping him for this for it was far better. But I felt both alive and drained at the same time and I couldn't keep my eyes open.
'Thank you so much, my Alpha for a wonderful night', I said, my last thought being that, that was the first I had called Christopher Alpha. He was indeed my Alpha. Then my head fell on his shoulders.
Sometime later, I woke. I spent sometime, looking at Christopher as he slept. He was so handsome. So strong and romantic. He was a great lover. He had not disappointed me at all. He had rather exceeded all my expectations of how a mate should mate with his mate. I blushed. I felt a rush of love for him, he looked so much like a young boy. Then I felt a rush of desire. I could wake him to love me again but to what end?
Sylvester would surely smell him on me in the morning and know what had transpired. Then he would go ahead and make good his threat to end Christopher's life. I refused to be held responsible for my mate's death. I'd rather go away.
So I quickly looked around the room and found what I was looking for in a drawer close to the bed.
'Dear Alpha Christopher,
By the time you read this note, I shall have been long gone.
You are indeed a great lover and fated mate but I can't stay. You have just made me realise that I have alot of things to discover. I am not ready yet to be tied down as any one Alpha's Luna. I hope you understand?
You are free to taste as many women as you possibly can. Do not wait for me because I shan't be coming back and please, do not look for me. If you really love me like you claim, then you will let me go!
Love, Millicent.
After writing this short note to Christopher, I folded it and left it on the bedside table where I felt sure he would find it easily. I felt hurried. I rushed into my room, threw a few clothes into a backpack and rushed out before I could change my mind.
I went to the stream and had a dip, quickly washing myself and then put my clothes back on. Then I ran because all of a sudden, I felt, Christopher calling for me.
'What are you doing?' Milly asked, very sad. 'We were very happy, infact exquisitely happy last night and this morning you are fleeing? Are you immune to happiness?'
'Milly, please. You like Christopher alot, don't you?' I asked.
'I like Zara, his wolf so much more!' she sulked.
'They are one and the same and if we don't do this, if I do not flee from here, he might die in the hands of Sylvester!'
'But he is a great warrior!' Milly insisted.
'Sylvester dies not play by the rules', I said. 'This is what I have been trying to tell you. He is ruthless and heartless and would not think twice before murdering his own twin!' I paused to catch my breath. 'That is why I could never live and truely desire him!'
Then all of a sudden, I felt someone leaping towards our direction and I started running but they caught up with us and fell on me. Both of us rolled on the floor. It was Christopher. I was happy to see him but I knew I had to say or do anything that would make him let me go.
'What do you think you're doing?' he was panting.
'I should be asking you that!' I replied, harshly. 'What do you think you are doing? Are you planning on breaking my limbs?'
My words shocked him. What had I done wrong? he thought.
'You did nothing wrong but I have to leave. We have no future together!' I said, reading his thoughts.
'You don't really believe that, do you?' he asked, incredulous.
'Oh, but I do!'
'What about last night? Did it not mean anything to you?' he asked, not believing me. I had to make him believe I did not care for him.
'What about it?' I asked, nonchalantly. 'We both wanted to scratch an itch and we have done that and are both relieved of it. At least I am. What more do you want?' I asked carelessly.
He pulled me roughly into his arms and kissed me. And I wanted nothing more than to melt into his arms and allow him have his way with me, doing to me, what he knew how to do best.
'I want you. I love you and I know you want and love me as well!' he said confidently. His hands finding their way under my blouse to my breasts.
'You are mistaken! I may have wanted you last night, but I do not want you anymore. I need to go discover other places and packs, meet others, compare...' I knew my words hurt him as I had intended because they hurt me as well because they were not the truth.
Instead of pushing me away, like I thought he would, he kissed me demandingly, forcing my mouth open. 'How could you not want this?' Milly asked in my head.
How could I not want this? I echoed as my feelings for him and the lust he was igniting in me took over...
I opened my mouth and kissed him back and he went berserk.
His hands found my breasts, and he tore my blouse off me, sinking his teeth into my breasts which were still sore from our intense mating last night, I whimpered and moaned wantonly as he sucked my sore nipples. The pain from the soreness intensified the pleasure I felt. I threw my hands round him and he groaned. His hands started caressing my body down to my buttocks. He cupped my buttocks, drawing it close to his hard length which was very erect and nodding.
Then I came back to my senses. The longer I stayed with him, the more likely, Sylvester would find me with him and in a compromising position and then he would kill my mate, my life. Christopher was now my life!
I pleaded with him in my head and begged him to understand that I was doing this for us. I pushed him away from me with all of my strength. He was not on guard, and before he could regain his senses and realise what had happened, I picked my blouse and backpack and ran off with my incredible speed, masking my scent.
Chapter 64
Christopher's POV
I was not going to believe that Millicent had left me.
I rushed into her room. She must be dressing in readiness for her flight.
'I shall stop you from this grievous mistake you want to make Millicent!' I vowed as I rushed into her room. She was not there. I flung her bed covers aside, still no Millicent. I went into her bathroom, no Millicent.
Confirming that she was not in her room and in the building, I raced to our favourite spot - the stream but she was not there either but I smelt her. Her smell was very faint.
I followed her scent, racing into the bushes, Zara was urging me on. We need to find our mate! He spoke in my head and I agreed hundred percent with him. Soon, her scent became stronger and then I heart the sound of racing and without thought, I raced after the racer, sure it was Millicent.
I caught up with her. And leapt on her, falling her to the ground. and falling beside her as we rolled on the ground together, due to the impact of our collision and fall.
'What do you think you're doing?' I asked, panting.
'I should be asking you that!' she said, harshly. 'What do you think you are doing? Are you planning on breaking my limbs?'
I was shocked. What had I done wrong?
'You did nothing wrong but I have to leave. We have no future together?' she said, reading my thoughts.
'You don't really believe that, do you?' I asked.
'Oh, but I do!'
'What about last night? Did it not mean anything to you?' I asked, not believing my ears nor the turn of events.
'What about it?' She asked, nonchallantly. 'We both wanted to scratch an itch and we have done that and are both relieved of it. At least I am. What more do you want?' she threw at me carelessly.
I was dreaming. I couldn't be hearing this correctly. What happened between last night and this morning to cause this twist?
I pulled her roughly into my arms and kissed her. 'I want you. I love you and I know you want and love me as well!' My hands finding their way under her blouse to her breasts.
'You are mistaken! I may have wanted you last night, but I do not want you anymore. I need to go discover other places and packs, meet others, compare...'
Her words hurt but I needed to make her see that she still wanted me. I kissed her demandingly, forcing her mouth open. How could she not want this? How could she not want me? She was only pretending, and I intend to find out the reason she felt she had to act this way. She opened her mouth and kissed me back... And I lost it.
I had started out to prove to her that what we had was not just an itch but but a great unbreakable bond but the feel of Millicent in my arms drove me crazy with want. This - loving and feeling - was what I had wanted us to do this morning, but we could do it here as well. The place our 'love mating' was done, did not matter, what mattered were just the people and the emotion behind it. And the feeling behind this was overpowering.
My hands found her breasts, and I tore her blouse off her, sinking my teeth into her soft breasts, she whimpered and moaned loudly as I sucked her nipples. She threw her hands round me and I groaned. My hands started caressing her body down to her buttocks. I cupped her buttocks, drawing it close to my shaft which was engorged with blood and nodding his consent to what I intended doing.
All of a sudden, Millicent pushed me off her, picked her blouse and raced off.
I was caught unawares. I hadn't expected that move from her, I had been so carried away, that I had let down my guard. I was dazed from my lust and couldn't think fast just then. I got up and ran after her when I realised what had happened but could not find her. I ran through the length and breath of the perimeter but there was no sign of her. She couldn't be that fast. I caught her this morning when she had had a head start, why would I not find her now that I started chasing her almost immediately she took off? I took off again, covering the areas I had thought were not important but still no sign of Millicent. Rather, it was as though I was running in circles.
I tried to sniff her, so I could follow her scent. I was surely going to bring her back. But I could no longer smell her and I knew she must have masked her scent.
'Millicent!' I howled thunderously. 'Millicent!' But there was no answer.
I fell on my knees and beat my clutched fist into the ground as I felt my heart being torn from me. 'Millicent!' I kept howling in anguish. The pain I felt was terrible. I clutched my heart.' 'Millicent!' I groaned. 'Why did you do this to us?'
I tried once more to find her, running in the direction I had seen her go but it was fruitless. I howled and howled her name but instead of Millicent, some wolves close by came in response to my call. They stood at a distance, staring at me. I must have looked terrible because none dared come close.
I fell down and lay there, wriggling in pain. I do not know how much time I spent there, but I felt that I still have a duty to my pack as their Alpha and it would not do for them to see me as devastated as I was. It was my personal problem, and I would deal with it. I was going to find Millicent if it was the last thing I did! I stood after that resolution and went back to the mansion.
Chapter 65
Sylvester's POV
Thinking back at what happened with Millicent, I feel like a heel. How could I had done such a thing? Here I was trying to win her heart but now, I have succeeded in driving her further away from me. Christopher was not helping matters at all, by getting too close to her.
Ezra was also not being considerate. I wasn't trying to pin all of the blame of molesting our mate on him but he acts like the beast he really was.
Christopher had gone to console Millicent and though the idea did not sit well with me, there was nothing I could do about it.
Millicent could not want to mate with Christopher now. She must be too humiliated and furious by my actions to think along those lines.
I recalled how she felt in my arms and knew that I had to have her. I had almost won her heart in the past and I could still do it. I wondered why I had not felt this way before Christopher came back, the mate matter would have been a seal, settled and delivered deal. But be that as it may, I will still remedy the situation in my favour. After all, Millicent was not really indifferent to me. I smelt her lust for me for an instant there and it had almost driven me insane.
I walked dejectedly into my room. I walked past Millicent's room, but heard nothing and knew she must have gone to sleep.
Ezra was distressed. 'I understand you, beast', I tried to pacify him as I spoke to him in my head. 'She will not want to see us now. We have had enough fun for one day. Let's go and sleep. I am exhausted. That female can really be exhausting', I said and smiled. I would prefer her exhausting me because of the fierce mating we would engage in.
Ezra refused to be pacified and I refused to pay any attention to him. He was not going to lead me to committing any other offence that would further push Millicent away from me!
I got into my room and the thoughts of Millicent would not leave me. I thought about her soft firm breasts, her tiny waists and firm well shaped buttocks. And I got really excited.
A knock.
Oh, who could that be? I did not want any disturbance. Not now that I was enjoying my thoughts of Millicent.
The door was pushed open before I could invite the intruder in. It was Cathania. She was the only one who could come into my chambers without being summoned. But she should know she had lost that right the day she poisoned my mate, Millicent.
She walked in confidently and before I could protest, she pulled at the rope of her robe and it came undone, exposing her beautiful body.
I was already excited from the thoughts I was having of Millicent, and I found that I was fascinated with Cathania's body. In fact, I was not seeing Cathania but Millicent.
I pulled her to me and started kissing her like I needed her kisses to save me from drowning.
I pushed her on the bed, tearing off my clothes.I straddled her. 'I knew we were always meant to be together!' she said.
I took her nipples into my mouth and pulled hard and she moaned.
'I could make you cry for more Millicent,just accept me!' I said and the female under me, went still.
I looked up to see the shock on her face and to realise that she was not Millicent but Cathania.
Shit!
I rolled off her and got up, she got up from the bed as well, her face blazing.
Before she could say anything, I asked, 'What are you doing here? Were you. OT asked never to step foot in this pack again?'
'Sylvester, how could you do this to me? You do not even recognize my touch anymore. How could I be with you and you thought it was Millicent? You are so consumed with your lust for her that you can no longer think straight!' she spat out.
'If you are through with your litany, you can leave before I call the guards or push you put myself!' I threatened. 'In fact, they have to answer to me, how you were able to pass security and come into my room without being detected.
Cathania who kept alternating between being angry and begging me to accept her back into my life, threw herself into my arms, her hands going round my neck. She was still naked, she had not tied her robe back. She started kissing me. I thought of Millicent with Christopher and how I had caught them on various occasions at the point of mating and felt, that I could fuck Cathania and salvage my pride.
I twisted her from me, bending her over the cabinet beside the bed, I saw her fluid glistening in her inner thighs and my beast reared his head. I was going to plunge into her when I saw Millicent's face and the desire went out of me. I pushed her away from me.
'Get out Cathania!' I barked, not understanding what was happening to me. I was never one to forego an opportunity to ravish a female and Cathania is one female I have always loved mating. She knew how to satisfy me. But all of a sudden, I just did not feel I should get intimate with Cathania.
'Why Sylvester? You used to love me. What changed?' she asked, very hurt.
'My priorities', I replied. Then more gently because I knew how she must feel. I feel the same way anytime I see Millicent with Christopher.
'Cathania, it's not you. You are a very beautiful woman, and with your social standing can eat yourself any male of high standing but that male is no longer me', I said. My heart belongs elsewhere.
'Funny to hear you say that about someone else when you usually said it about me whenever you wanted to discourage their advances', She smiled sadly. 'What is it about this Millicent?' She asked. 'Right from the time she was a maid, she had always been a pain in the ass'.
'You will watch how you speak about her for she is my Luna!' I said. 'Just go back home to your father and he will fix an alliance for you.
'Since you are adamant about making Millicent your Luna, not considering hers and your brother's feelings, go ahead and just fuck me one last time. I want to feel again ow you make me feel when you are banging me'.
Sylvester himself was nursing a frustrate desire and felt what did he have to lose?
He decided to oblige Cathania. They had been lovers for long afterall and he could understand her need.
He bent her over the cabinet again and with a growl, plunged into her....