Chapter 14
(Ethan's POV)
The boardroom felt colder than usual that morning.
Or maybe it was just me.
The meeting was halfway through when I realized I hadn't heard a single word that was said. Charts and projections filled the screen, numbers climbing, falling, moving - but all I could think about was the image of Amara sitting in that hospital waiting room, her hand protectively over her belly, pretending she wasn't exhausted.
"...Mr. Cole?"
I blinked. Sade's voice pulled me back. She stood at the far end of the room, tablet in hand, her expression neutral but knowing.
"Yes," I said quickly, straightening.
"We'll need your input on the final decision regarding the ColeTech-Freedom Bank partnership," she repeated, her tone calm, professional - but her eyes said, You're not here right now, are you?
I cleared my throat. "Proceed as discussed. Let's lock in the initial terms."
A few heads nodded. The meeting continued.
But my mind didn't.
An hour later, after everyone had left, I was still sitting there - the echo of my own distraction heavy in the air.
Sade lingered by the door before finally walking back toward me. "You've signed three wrong pages in the last two meetings," she said gently.
I looked up at her, trying to smile. "That obvious?"
She folded her arms. "To everyone who's ever worked with you? Yes."
I sighed. "It's... complicated."
"Complicated has a name," she said softly. "Amara."
I didn't answer, but I didn't need to.
Sade had been with me for years - long enough to know when I was losing control of the walls I'd built around my personal life.
"She's not just anyone," I said finally. "She's carrying my child."
Sade nodded. "I know. But you're not handling this like a transaction, Ethan. And that's what scares you."
She was right.
For the first time in years, I wasn't sure how to separate business from emotion, structure from chaos, control from care.
That afternoon, my father called.
And with him came the storm I'd been expecting.
"Ethan," his voice rumbled through the phone, deep and commanding. "I've been hearing things. Are you distracted?"
I exhaled. "No, sir. Just managing a lot right now."
"Hmm." A pause. "Sade tells me you've postponed two major investor calls. That's not like you."
Of course she did. My father and Sade had worked together before she became my assistant - and he still saw her as a loyal extension of the family.
"I'll handle it," I said.
"I hope so," he replied. "You know what this quarter means for the company. There's no room for carelessness."
His tone softened just slightly. "You've worked too hard to let personal issues cloud your judgment."
Personal issues.
That was his polite way of saying whatever woman is distracting you, end it.
But this wasn't something I could just end. Not without cutting off a part of myself I hadn't realized existed until Amara.
When I left the office that evening, the sky was streaked with burnt orange and grey. Lagos was alive - the horns, the chatter, the chaos. It all felt too loud.
I drove without direction until I found myself on the mainland again, near Surulere.
It wasn't planned. It never was.
I parked near her building and just sat there, watching the light flicker from her window.
I told myself I wasn't going to go up. That I just needed to make sure she was okay.
But even I didn't believe that lie anymore.
---
Before I could talk myself out of it, I texted her.
'Ethan: Are you home?'
A few minutes passed.
'Amara: Yes. Why?'
'Ethan: Can I see you? Just for a few minutes.'
Another pause. Longer this time. Then-
'Amara: Okay.'
When she opened the door, she looked surprised - and tired. But her eyes still had that quiet fire that always disarmed me.
"You shouldn't keep coming here," she said, the same words as before.
"I know," I admitted. "But I couldn't stay away."
She looked down, smiling despite herself. "You really don't like hearing no, do you?"
"I'm learning," I said softly.
Inside, Mama was asleep again, the TV murmuring faintly in the background.
Amara sat on the edge of the sofa, hands folded in her lap.
"Did something happen?" she asked.
"No," I said. "Not exactly. I just... needed to see you."
Her eyes softened. "Ethan, this-whatever this is-it's getting harder to explain."
"Then don't explain it," I said quietly. "Just be here."
She shook her head. "You can't live like that. You have a company, a name, a family who's probably already asking questions."
"They are," I admitted. "But none of that feels as important as this."
She looked at me, startled. "You can't mean that."
"I do."
The silence that followed felt electric - fragile but alive.
"I don't know what to do with you," she whispered.
"Then don't do anything," I said. "Let me figure it out."
---
I didn't touch her. I didn't have to. The air between us was enough - charged, unspoken, dangerous.
If I moved even an inch closer, I knew I'd cross a line that couldn't be uncrossed.
But when her hand brushed mine accidentally, I felt it - that quiet spark that could undo every piece of control I'd ever built.
She pulled away quickly, standing. "You should go."
"Amara-"
"Please."
Her voice broke just slightly.
I stood, hesitant. "Okay. But I need you to promise something."
She looked at me warily. "What?"
"That you'll call me if you feel sick again. Any time. Day or night."
She nodded, eyes glistening. "I promise."
I hesitated for a second longer, then turned toward the door.
Before I stepped out, I said, "You know, there's a reason I named this company ColeTech and not Cole Industries."
She frowned. "Why?"
"Because 'industry' is about control. But 'technology' is about connection."
Her expression softened. "You're still trying to connect to something that doesn't fit your world, Ethan."
"Maybe my world needs to change."
And with that, I left - before the temptation to stay became stronger than my will to walk away.
Outside, the night air was heavy and warm. I leaned against the car, closing my eyes.
Everything in my life had always been a straight line - plans, success, order.
But Amara had turned that line into a crossroads.
And the truth was, I didn't know which path led forward anymore.
Chapter 15
(Amara's POV)
The days had started blending into one another - slow, quiet, and heavy.
Mornings were always the hardest. My body felt like it belonged to someone else - tired before the day began, queasy at the scent of anything fried, and uneasy with the weight of the secret I still carried around like an invisible label.
Even though Ethan knew, no one else did. Not my lecturers, not my classmates, not even Zainab.
And every time I looked at her face - bright, teasing, full of loyalty - I felt the guilt press down harder.
---
"Amara, you're acting strange these days," she said one afternoon as we sat on a wooden bench behind the faculty building. The air smelled like dust and roasted corn, and the sun burned low in the distance.
I smiled weakly. "I'm just tired."
"Tired, or hiding something?" she asked, her tone playful but her eyes sharp. "You've been missing classes, you hardly eat, and don't think I haven't noticed you throwing up near the labs."
I froze.
Zainab tilted her head. "If you're sick, you can tell me, you know."
I wanted to. God, I wanted to. But the words caught in my throat.
"I'm fine," I said quietly. "Just stress."
She sighed, leaning back. "You're a terrible liar, you know that?"
I forced a small laugh. "You've told me that since first year."
She grinned, satisfied with her small victory, and reached for her bottle of Coke. "Well, when you're ready to talk, I'm not going anywhere."
That was Zainab - loyal to a fault. Even when she didn't understand, she stayed.
Later that evening, I took a bus home. The traffic on Ikorodu Road was crawling as usual, and my head rested against the window, the glass vibrating with every honk.
The nausea had returned - sharp, restless - and I tried to breathe through it. My phone buzzed.
'Ethan: Did you make it to class today?'
I smiled faintly. He had this way of checking in without sounding overbearing.
'Amara: Yes. It was fine.'
'Ethan: And how are you feeling?'
'Amara: Managing.'
A pause. Then-
'Ethan: You don't have to "manage" alone. I meant what I said, Amara. I want to be here.'
I stared at the screen for a long moment before replying.
'Amara: I know. It's just... complicated.'
'Ethan: Then let's make it less complicated. Dinner tomorrow? Somewhere quiet. No pressure.'
'Amara: Ethan-'
'Ethan: Please. Let me at least see that you're okay.'
---
By the time I got home, Mama was sitting outside, peeling oranges for sale. Her health had improved, though she still tired easily.
"Amara, come and take over," she said when she saw me. "I need to rest my legs."
I took the small stool beside her. The orange scent mixed with dusk air.
"How was school?" she asked.
"Good," I said automatically.
She nodded, then studied my face. "You're losing weight. Are you eating?"
I forced a smile. "I'm fine, Mama."
She reached out, touching my chin. "You're growing into a woman before my eyes. Just don't forget where you came from."
Her words always felt like both a blessing and a warning.
The next evening, I met Ethan at a small restaurant in Ikeja - one of those quiet spots hidden between larger buildings, with dim lights and soft music.
He stood when I walked in, his eyes softening the way they always did when he looked at me.
"You look pale," he said as soon as I sat down.
"Good evening to you too," I teased weakly.
He smiled. "Good evening."
For a few minutes, we just sat there, the silence between us gentle and familiar.
"You shouldn't be doing this alone," he said finally.
"I'm not alone," I replied. "I have my mother. Zainab. And you've already done more than enough."
"Amara." His voice was low but firm. "This isn't charity. You're not a project I'm trying to fix. This-" he gestured between us "-means something to me."
I looked down, my chest tightening. "Ethan, we barely know each other."
"Maybe," he said. "But that doesn't change what's real."
The waiter brought our food, and we ate quietly. My appetite was faint, but I tried.
After a while, Ethan leaned back. "I've been thinking," he said slowly. "You could move to a better apartment - somewhere safer, more comfortable for you and the baby."
I froze.
"Ethan..."
"I'll take care of the rent. No strings attached."
"There are always strings," I said softly.
He frowned. "That's not fair."
"Maybe not," I admitted. "But I don't want to owe you anything."
He reached across the table, his hand hovering just near mine. "You don't owe me. You're the mother of my child."
The way he said it - calm, sure, without fear - made my breath catch.
For a long moment, neither of us spoke.
Then I whispered, "What if this doesn't work? What if we break each other trying?"
He smiled sadly. "Then at least we'll know we tried for something worth breaking for."
---
Later, as he dropped me off, I saw Zainab walking toward the compound from the other side of the road.
Her eyes widened when she saw Ethan's car - sleek, unmistakable - and then me stepping out of it.
"Amara?"
My stomach twisted.
She crossed the street quickly, eyebrows raised. "Who was that?"
I swallowed hard. "Just... someone from work."
Zainab folded her arms. "Work? Since when do your office friends drive luxury cars?"
I didn't answer.
Her expression softened a little. "Look, I don't care who he is. But if he's the reason you've been acting strange, you'd better be careful. Lagos men don't come with warning labels."
I smiled faintly. "He's not like that."
Zainab shook her head. "That's what they all say."
She turned toward the building, and I followed silently, the night pressing around us.
Inside, I lay awake long after everyone had gone to bed.
My phone lit up again.
'Ethan: Did you get home safe?'
'Amara: Yes. Thank you for tonight.'
'Ethan: Anytime. Try to rest.'
I smiled faintly, then turned off the screen.
My heart was torn between two worlds - the one I knew and the one he offered.
And for the first time, I wondered if falling slowly was still falling all the same.
Chapter 16
(Ethan's POV)
I'd always believed reputation was everything.
Now, I wasn't so sure.
For the last two weeks, I'd moved through the office like a shadow - present, but distracted. Meetings blurred into background noise, numbers lost their sharpness, and even the sound of Sade's voice had started to fade behind the low murmur of gossip that had begun slithering through the halls.
It started with a look.
Then a whisper.
Then a silence that filled the room whenever I walked in.
I didn't have proof, but I didn't need it. I'd been a CEO long enough to recognize the smell of rumors before they grew teeth.
---
That morning, Sade entered my office carrying her tablet and a folder. She closed the door softly, a gesture that always meant bad news.
She set the folder on my desk and hesitated. "You're trending."
I looked up slowly. "What?"
She turned the tablet toward me. The headline hit like a punch:
"Billionaire Tech CEO Linked to University Student - Sources Claim Possible Scandal."
My name wasn't mentioned outright, but the clues were all there: my company, my age, my "frequent philanthropic outreach to students in need."
I exhaled sharply, running a hand over my jaw. "Where did this come from?"
"An online gossip page," Sade said. "Anonymous source. But you know how fast these things move."
I stared at the screen, a bitter taste rising in my mouth. "Do they have pictures?"
"Not yet."
"Then there's still time to contain it."
Sade nodded, her eyes steady. "We'll issue a quiet denial if necessary, but... Ethan, if this is true-"
"It's my private life," I cut in, sharper than intended.
She didn't flinch. "It's also your company's image. Investors get nervous about things like this."
I leaned back, staring at the ceiling for a moment. "So that's what I am now. A potential scandal."
She hesitated. "She's the same girl, isn't she?"
I looked at her. "You already know the answer."
Sade sighed softly. "Then you need to decide if she's worth everything that's about to come."
By evening, the board had called for an emergency meeting.
Of course they had.
Half of them were older men who built their reputations on the illusion of moral perfection - men who'd done far worse behind closed doors but would never let the world see it.
I sat at the head of the long table, calm but simmering underneath.
"Ethan," one of them said, "we've received concerns from the PR department. The online chatter is growing. We need to address this before it affects our partners."
"There's nothing to address," I replied evenly.
Another board member cleared his throat. "Perhaps. But perception is reality, and we can't afford negative headlines. If there's any truth to these... claims, you may need to consider a public statement."
"A statement about what?" I asked. "About my personal life? About a rumor with no name, no evidence?"
They shifted uncomfortably.
"This company was built on integrity," I continued. "And integrity means standing firm until there's proof of wrongdoing. There isn't."
The room went quiet. No one dared challenge me directly.
Still, as I left, I could feel the unease clinging to me like smoke.
Later that night, I sat alone in my penthouse, the city lights spreading endlessly below.
My phone buzzed.
Amara.
'Amara: I saw the post. People in my class are talking.'
'Ethan: I know. I'm handling it.'
'Amara: They're saying things... ugly things. That I traded myself for money.'
I closed my eyes. The anger was immediate, deep.
'Ethan: Don't read any of it. Please.'
'Amara: It's hard not to. Everyone looks at me differently now. Even Zainab.'
'Ethan: I'll fix this. I promise.'
A pause.
'Amara: You can't fix what people want to believe, Ethan.'
Her words hit harder than she knew.
The next morning, I called my legal team. "Find the source," I ordered. "Every trace, every post, every contact. I want names."
Sade stood nearby, watching me pace. "Ethan, are you sure that's the best move? The more noise you make, the more attention this gets."
"I don't care," I snapped. "Someone's trying to humiliate her - and me - and I'm not going to sit quietly while they do."
She hesitated. "Then at least prepare yourself. Once her name leaks, this won't be just a rumor. It'll be a story."
I stopped, exhaling slowly. "Then we control the story."
By the end of the day, I'd drafted a short statement for the press:
"My personal life remains my own, but I will never apologize for helping someone in need. Speculation and gossip have no place in serious journalism. I ask for privacy and respect for all parties involved."
It was short. Calm. Controlled.
But it didn't hide the truth - it only wrapped it in diplomacy.
Sade reviewed it and looked up at me. "You realize this confirms you're protecting someone."
"I am," I said quietly. "And I'm not ashamed of that."
---
That night, as I drove toward Amara's apartment, I saw a small crowd of students gathered near her building. Phones out. Flashlights on.
I parked a few streets away and walked the rest of the distance.
When she opened the door, her face was pale, eyes swollen from crying.
"They found out," she whispered. "Someone posted my picture with yours. They're calling me a gold digger."
I felt something inside me twist.
Without thinking, I pulled her into my arms. She stiffened at first, then broke - her sob muffled against my chest.
"I'm so sorry," I murmured. "I should've protected you better."
She shook her head. "You can't protect me from people's mouths, Ethan. You don't understand what it's like here. They'll never forget this."
I pulled back, holding her shoulders. "Then we'll give them something else to talk about."
She blinked. "What?"
"I'll go public," I said. "No rumors. No secrets. Just the truth."
Her eyes widened. "Ethan, you can't- you'll lose everything."
I smiled faintly. "Maybe not everything. Maybe I'll just lose the lie."
She stared at me for a long moment, her expression torn between fear and awe.
"Why are you doing this?" she whispered.
"Because some things," I said quietly, "are worth more than a spotless reputation."
Outside, the shouts and murmurs still echoed faintly, but inside, for the first time, everything felt still - raw, fragile, but honest.