Chapter 3
I stood in the center of the ceremonial clearing, the small altar I'd prepared gleaming under the waning moon. Three white candles—one for each lost pup—flickered in the gentle evening breeze. The fourth, newest candle remained unlit, waiting for the ceremony to begin. Around me, pack members gathered in respectful silence, their eyes averted from my grief.
My hands trembled slightly as I arranged the moon charms I'd crafted—delicate silver wire wrapped around moonstone beads, each one representing a life that never had the chance to grow. Four months. Always four months before my body rejected them.
"We gather tonight to honor the spirit of—" I began, my voice soft but steady.
"Luna Lily."
Marcus's commanding tone cut through the clearing like ice. I turned to see him striding toward the altar, Victoria Sterling at his side. My breath caught at the sight of my mother's locket still hanging around her neck, gleaming against her perfect skin.
"Alpha," I acknowledged, fighting to keep my voice steady. "We're about to begin the memorial."
"Cancel it," he said flatly.
The words hit me like a physical blow. "What?"
"The Northern Alpha Council has called an emergency meeting. All pack leaders and their seconds must attend immediately." His dark eyes swept over the assembled wolves, dismissing my ceremony without a second thought. "The pack's security takes precedence over... personal matters."
Victoria's lips curved into a barely concealed smirk as she stood beside him, close enough that their shoulders touched. Her fingers toyed with my mother's locket, a deliberate reminder of what she had taken.
"This will only take an hour," I said, struggling to maintain composure as my wolf stirred restlessly within me. "Surely the council can—"
"I've made my decision, Luna." The Alpha tone in his voice left no room for argument. The title felt hollow coming from his lips, a mockery of what we were supposed to be to each other.
I watched in humiliation as the pack members began to disperse, murmuring awkward condolences as they passed. Beta Garrett avoided my gaze entirely, his loyalty to Marcus unwavering despite what he knew about Jake's death. Elara, the elderly healer, squeezed my hand briefly, her eyes conveying silent sympathy.
"Clear this away," Marcus instructed, gesturing to the altar I'd spent hours preparing. "The clearing needs to be ready for tomorrow's training session."
Without another word, he turned and walked away, Victoria at his side. Through our mate bond, I felt nothing but cold indifference washing over me.
I stood alone in the clearing, surrounded by the remnants of a ceremony that would never happen, my grief denied even the dignity of acknowledgment.
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Later that night, I sat at my dressing table, watching as Marcus prepared my evening tea—the same ritual we'd followed for three years. He placed the steaming cup beside me, his movements mechanical.
"Drink it while it's hot," he said, the same words he always used. "It will help you sleep."
I nodded, lifting the cup to my lips but not drinking as he turned away to change for bed. When his back was turned, I quickly poured most of the tea into a small vial I'd hidden in my drawer, covering the action by pretending to sip.
"Thank you," I murmured, setting the nearly empty cup down.
Marcus grunted in acknowledgment, not bothering to look at me as he pulled on a t-shirt. Through our bond, I could feel his thoughts elsewhere—with Victoria, no doubt.
When he left to "review security protocols" with Garrett, I retrieved the vial, studying the amber liquid inside. What exactly had he been poisoning me with all this time? What had killed my babies before they could even form?
I hid the vial beneath a loose floorboard under my bed, then crawled under the covers, feigning sleep in case Marcus returned. As I lay there in the darkness, something strange happened—a warm sensation began to spread beneath my skin, like a spark trying to ignite. My wolf, dormant for so long, stirred more strongly than before.
*Are you there?* I called silently, desperate for an answer.
No response came, but the warmth persisted, a tiny flame of hope in the darkness of betrayal.
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Three days later, I woke to the smell of sugar and vanilla wafting through our quarters. Following the scent to the kitchen, I found Marcus setting an elaborate cake on the counter—three tiers of white frosting decorated with silver fondant moons and stars.
My heart skipped a beat. Today marked three years since our mating ceremony. Despite everything, had he remembered?
"Marcus?" I ventured cautiously.
He glanced up, his expression neutral. "Morning."
"The cake..." I gestured toward the elaborate creation. "It's beautiful."
A flicker of confusion crossed his face before understanding dawned. "It's not for us," he said dismissively. "It's Victoria's birthday celebration tonight. The pack is gathering at the main hall."
The hope that had briefly flared in my chest crumbled to ash. "Today is our anniversary," I said quietly.
Marcus shrugged, adjusting the cake's position on the counter. "Is it? I hadn't realized."
The lie stung worse than if he'd simply admitted to not caring. Through our bond, I felt his indifference like a wall between us.
*You remembered last year,* I sent through our mind-link. *And the year before.*
His jaw tightened, annoyance flickering across his features. *That was before you failed to carry a third pup. Before it became clear you couldn't fulfill your duty as Luna.*
The cruelty of his words stole my breath. My hands curled into fists at my sides as fury and heartbreak warred within me.
"You should join us tonight," he said aloud, his tone making it clear it wasn't a suggestion but an order. "Celebrate with us. The entire pack will be there."
As he brushed past me toward the door, I felt something crack inside me—the last remnant of love I'd desperately clung to despite everything. In its place, a cold resolve began to form, crystallizing around the spark of heat my wolf had ignited.
I watched him leave, my eyes fixed on the cake meant for another woman. Through our bond, I let him feel a flash of my rage before shutting down the connection entirely.
For the first time in three years, I felt truly awake.
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